www.youtube.com/AJDllRtt

MY name is Anthony.
People call me AJ.
I play the drums in a band titled The Dead Echoes
Long Island.

 

my video camera makes me happy

i have everything on video.

everything that has happened since the last day of high school which was a year ago sunday, i pretty much have on video

i spent the first 3 years of high school

  • hating it
  • not really making new friends
  • sticking with the people i already knew
  • (everyone i was just friends with. my only real friends i made during high school were andrew, bryan and jimmy) and i don’t talk to 2/3 of them anymore
  • being quiet and anti-social

I really wish that it didn’t take me until 12th grade to realize that high school is awesome. I will always regret so much being so shy and quiet during high school. going to visit trinity just reminds me of how i’ll never get those chances back and i missed out.

time to be an adult

don’t ever hold back on what you want to do. lesson learned

i guess this is growing up 

Anonymous asked
what happened?

i’m guessing you mean about what i just posted about so…

it’s a long story that most people say “too much information” after so basically.. 

i have what doctors have told me a “urethra valve” which is some growth thing that is kind of pinching my urethra so unless their is a lot of urine pushing through, it doesn’t smoothly come out. whilst urinating when i get down to the last little bit that has no force behind it anymore, i kind of have to “expand and contract” muscles down there to get it out. otherwise i still feel like i have to pee. i went to doctors for about 4 years and had 3 operations on it, but some reason it have noticed only very very slim improvement and after the 3rd time i just accepted that fact that this is how i pee

….i’m interested to know who this anonymous is because most of the few people who follow me i am friends with enough that they don’t need to go anonymous to ask this

i’m pretty used to it now

but sometimes this whole not being able to urinate like a normal human being really upsets me.

lie-in-our-graves:

MCA died today, i actually teared up a little, i wish i had the chance to see beastie boys live before now :(

i went to k-rock’s dysfunctional family picnic when i was in 5th grade. the beastie boys were the headlining act… i didn’t want to sit through the darkness and the strokes so i left.

you don’t know how much i regret that

(Source: soul-to--squeeze)

This is the only record in my personal record collection. I never got into buying records but in 6th or 7th grade i stole this out of my dad’s box of records (real badass i know). but it’s been hanging on my wall ever since.
that was very upsetting news today
Rest in peace MCA

This is the only record in my personal record collection. I never got into buying records but in 6th or 7th grade i stole this out of my dad’s box of records (real badass i know). but it’s been hanging on my wall ever since.

that was very upsetting news today

Rest in peace MCA

i’m done

friends

watch videos

remember the great times

be happy

always

thank you.